Lily Allen - The Fear Lyrics

I want to be rich and I want lots of money
I don’t care about clever I don’t care about funny
I want loads of clothes and f***loads of diamonds
I heard people die while they are trying to find them

I’ll take my clothes off and it will be shameless
‘Cuz everyone knows that’s how you get famous
I’ll look at the sun and I’ll look in the mirror
I’m on the right track yeah I’m on to a winner

Chorus:
I don’t know what’s right and what’s real anymore
I don’t know how I’m meant to feel anymore
When we think it will all become clear
‘Cuz I’m being taken over by The Fear

Life’s about film stars and less about mothers
It’s all about fast cars and passing each other
But it doesn’t matter cause I’m packing plastic
and that’s what makes my life so f***ing fantastic

And I am a weapon of massive consumption
and its not my fault it’s how I’m program to function
I’ll look at the sun and I’ll look in the mirror
I’m on the right track yeah I’m on to a winner

Chorus
I don’t know what’s right and what’s real anymore
I don’t know how I’m meant to feel anymore
When we think it will all become clear
‘Cuz I’m being taken over by The Fear

Bridge
Forget about guns and forget ammunition
Cause I’m killing them all on my own little mission
Now I’m not a saint but I’m not a sinner
Now everything is cool as long as I’m getting thinner

Chorus
I don’t know what’s right and what’s real anymore
I don’t know how I’m meant to feel anymore
When we think it will all become clear
‘Cause I’m being taken over by fear

March... Bring it on...

Well, February has passed us. Time flies so fast, and from what I can say so far for 2009 is that everyday is a learning process. I learn a lot this year. I am more analytical on stuff. I feel like I am more intelligent than I use to in terms of decision-wise.

I am more concern now about my performance in school than my body-weight. I have now about two months to prepare for the big exam, end of May. Now is still our semester break, even a day spending time on facebook makes me feel guilty.

What can I say for the past two weeks? Ok, let me start with the CIPTA awards. Considering that we only knew that we had to submit our report on a short notice, it was simply a rush - the whole experience. From re-organising the report, to preparing my speech for the presentation and making sure that we know how our design operates. Hehe. It was certainly a thrill and full of excitement. ; )

Then, comes me wanting to have an Apple Macbook of my own, sometime soon. I know that it seems so unrealistic, since I don't have the cash yet, but I soo love that laptop! I will get it one day. I just know it that I will. :)

Then comes the American Idol rush.. I am so into it! Tell me if you wanna talk about American Idol! I would love to talk about it! Haha! I vote for Danny and Adam Lambert! ;p

Then, comes teh Brunei Times Essay writing competition. I have the will to participate in that competition. I am not so a writer and I am not that good of a writer. I think I just have to give it a try. I need to find the right sources to write in my essay. I think I will definitely get a shot to win that competition! Haha! There are 50 consolation prizes to grab... At least... right?

So, yeah, now I got 1 more week to spare before going back to school. I hope I can improve my performance in school..

Gtg now, cheers!

xoxo
khairy

I need a new hairstyle...

So, I went on surfing for male Japanese haircuts and I found a lot of interesting hairstyles. I wanted my hair to be long and layered. Keith Urban's not bad...


This dude is not bad either. Just the perfect finish for the hair that I want. I have never had a long hair before and it would be serial to have one.

After random hairstyles, finally I found Jared Leto's hair the most suitable. I wish I can colour my hair just as his...

Interesting facts about Jared Leto:

I just found out that he is the lead vocalist for the band 30 Seconds To Mars. After googling the band I find that he is one heck of a singer. His vocals were amazing. Super-powerful. So I went you-tubing the band and found two cool song from them. I was never into rock bands until I came across this band. This band is awesome! I bet they are going to be BIG!!

30 Seconds To Mars - The Kill

What if I wanted to break
Laugh it all off in your face
What would you do?
What if I fell to the floor
Couldn't take all this anymore
What would you do, do, do?

Come break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you

What if I wanted to fight
Beg for the rest of my life
What would you do?
You say you wanted more
What are you waiting for?
I'm not running from you

Come break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you
Look in my eyes
You're killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you

I tried to be someone else
But nothing seemed to change
I know now, this is who I really am inside
Finally found myself
Fighting for a chance
I know now, this is who I really am...

DEFINITION OF A TAURUS

DEFINITION OF A TAURUS

Of all that I have come across before, this one best describe me! Haha! Almost semua lurus~ Nyehehe..

TAURUS - The Tramp

Aggressive.
Loves being in long relationships.
Likes to give a good fight for what they want.
Extremely outgoing..
Loves to help people in times of need.
Good kisser.
Good personality..
Stubborn.
A caring person.
One of a kind.
Not one to mess with.
Are the most attractive people on earth! ;p

Dictionary definition of a tramp:

tramp (trmp)

v. tramped, tramp·ing, tramps

v.intr.

1. To walk with a firm, heavy step; trudge.

2. a. To travel on foot; hike.

b. To wander about aimlessly.

v.tr.

1. To traverse on foot: tramp the fields.

2. To tread down; trample: tramp down snow.

n.

1. a. A heavy footfall.

b. The sound produced by heavy walking or marching.

2. A walking trip; a hike.

3. One who travels aimlessly about on foot, doing odd jobs or begging for a living; a vagrant.

4. a. A prostitute. (Huh???)

b. A person regarded as promiscuous.

5. Nautical A tramp steamer.

6. A metal plate attached to the sole of a shoe for protection, as when spading ground.

Study and business

Study and business, two at a time.. How am I able to juggle this two? How am I going to do this? I love both of it! One I have always been dreaming of getting and the other one that is making my dream a reality!

I consider this as my challenge, earlier this week. After consolidating with a couple of friends, I soon realise that the only thing I need to do is PRIORITISE! I have done this before, it is nothing new at all. I have done a number of part-time job before while studying. I have managed to divide my time accordingly. Why this one is causing such a headache? Maybe I am still in the process of adjusting to both, I guess.

Well, honestly, there's a point where I said to myself that I want to quit my studies! What??? I know!!! Gila kali~ After thorough thinking, I said, bah, jangantah beranti, abiskan tah dulu belajar ane, apajua 2 tahun lagi. So, yeah, abiskantia dulu belajar atu. So I said to myself, "asalkan dapat title degree atulah saja..." These are the words that will come out of a negative person and I know I am NOT THAT ANYMORE! I am no longer that person who keeps on wailing on something that is no worth complaining about. Well, at least not anymore! So, baiktah tarik balik tu kata-kata atu. My aim is to get a degree in Civil Engineering with a FIRST CLASS HONOURS! So GO FOR IT HONEY!!! Apa kata Rihanna, Just Shut Up and Drive!! Hehe..

So, I had this berijap mimpi of all, banar2 berijap lah sampai aku tebangunpun aku masih tungkal lagi. I have not had any such terrible dreams before! Banarrr... Eee.. Kamal knew the story, I don't want to share it lah.

I had a happy, worth-going group study tadi di ITB. It was just only me mor and ron (mor + ron) hehe! Siuklah. The purpose of the group study was to revise for our Structures Test sometime nextweek. It was worth it lah as I said. At least we have covered topics that I have no idea at all of! Hehe!

So, I gotta go for now. I am off to WYWY KB tonight, prospecting people. I wish all the best for my business, murah rezeki and all the best to my upcoming test jua.. : )

Peace!

xoxo
Khairy

Koo-koo.. Koo-koo..

I need to refresh my blog as it has been kept on hold for so long. My last post was on May 23. Now that it is the 14 September, I can say I have been keeping my blog on hold for almost 4 months!! Dui, kesian...

I can explain why is that so...

First, end of May, I had a vacation trip to Bangkok with Elmo which I had so much fun! We stayed for three nights saja.

Then, I got back to work in June, biasa sibuk lah. Work was hectic in June! Luckily I am not working anymore hehe..

Then came July. I was filled with shows for HM's birthday. It was quite an experince and I felt blessed berabis to be invited to perform for the public. It was sort-of a "come back" for me. Hehe. In addition, July is when I resign from being a clerk under the Corporate Affairs Department in Standard Chartered Bank, Bandar. Tsk.. Tsk..

End of July is when I flew off to KL to perform for the Senandung Muhibbah 2008. We stayed in KL for 6 days. KL has progressed a lot since I last visited. Now they have this new mall located in Bukit Bintang called Pavilion, which i like!! I would want to go to Pavilion again and I will go there again. I know that. :)

I got the chance to sing on stage with some of the well-known celebrities in Malaysia, which I consider fortunate, and get the chance to make new friends! Asha (whom I sang "kUCH-kUCH Hota Hai" with.. Hehe!), Jacqlyn Victor, Dayang Nurfaizah, Mawi, Fazli Zainal, Izwan Pilus and Chan Chin Yee (Amazing voice! Very the Leona Lewis).

I had a wonderful time in KL, not forgetting the Bruneian well-known artists as well, Bang Hans, Bang Daud, Akak Sally, Azizul and Ampuan Hafizah... I had great time with you all... The dancers jua, not forgetting, opochot!!! Hehe..

I can say that my life has morphed from "koo-koo.. koo-koo.." to something that I have experienced before in my life. I am now practicing this new quote I made by myself...

"There are No Limits to all your dreams.. Dream BIG for they will come true.."

Then came August... Wow... Another amazing world-breaking record in my life..

I got accepted to do a twinning degree programme between ITB and Queen's University of Belfast (QUB) and and got accepted to enter the 2nd year direct entry! So in two years time I am going to complete my degree, i.e., B.Eng. in Civil Engineering.. Amin... Yay!!! :)

I will update lagi on the pictures soon ok? I gotta catch up on something... Hehehe...

xoxo
Khairy

"Abammm"

The day has come. The moment that I have been waiting for. It's my graduation day...

Monday, 19 May 2008. I was so semangat that morning! I had everything prepared the night before. The white cara melayu, the jubah, the songkok, the sinjang, the stuarts and the digi-cam all being charged-up were only some of major concerns. Semualah I get ready. I just want my graduation day to be as I had imagined it before...

Mummy and Daddy was getting themselves ready. They agreed to witness me get my HND Certificate at the ICC... Wo-seh~

Abg, Ewen and Ka Dian were all getting ready to go to work/school. Shaza, biasa... "Abammm..."

I got ready quite early than usual... Iski lah kata orang... The feeling was almost similar to Hari Raya but this is more focus on me. Yatah ku sibuk2 begambar ne... Yatah usulnya orang kan graduate ne...