Lily Allen - The Fear Lyrics

I want to be rich and I want lots of money
I don’t care about clever I don’t care about funny
I want loads of clothes and f***loads of diamonds
I heard people die while they are trying to find them

I’ll take my clothes off and it will be shameless
‘Cuz everyone knows that’s how you get famous
I’ll look at the sun and I’ll look in the mirror
I’m on the right track yeah I’m on to a winner

Chorus:
I don’t know what’s right and what’s real anymore
I don’t know how I’m meant to feel anymore
When we think it will all become clear
‘Cuz I’m being taken over by The Fear

Life’s about film stars and less about mothers
It’s all about fast cars and passing each other
But it doesn’t matter cause I’m packing plastic
and that’s what makes my life so f***ing fantastic

And I am a weapon of massive consumption
and its not my fault it’s how I’m program to function
I’ll look at the sun and I’ll look in the mirror
I’m on the right track yeah I’m on to a winner

Chorus
I don’t know what’s right and what’s real anymore
I don’t know how I’m meant to feel anymore
When we think it will all become clear
‘Cuz I’m being taken over by The Fear

Bridge
Forget about guns and forget ammunition
Cause I’m killing them all on my own little mission
Now I’m not a saint but I’m not a sinner
Now everything is cool as long as I’m getting thinner

Chorus
I don’t know what’s right and what’s real anymore
I don’t know how I’m meant to feel anymore
When we think it will all become clear
‘Cause I’m being taken over by fear

March... Bring it on...

Well, February has passed us. Time flies so fast, and from what I can say so far for 2009 is that everyday is a learning process. I learn a lot this year. I am more analytical on stuff. I feel like I am more intelligent than I use to in terms of decision-wise.

I am more concern now about my performance in school than my body-weight. I have now about two months to prepare for the big exam, end of May. Now is still our semester break, even a day spending time on facebook makes me feel guilty.

What can I say for the past two weeks? Ok, let me start with the CIPTA awards. Considering that we only knew that we had to submit our report on a short notice, it was simply a rush - the whole experience. From re-organising the report, to preparing my speech for the presentation and making sure that we know how our design operates. Hehe. It was certainly a thrill and full of excitement. ; )

Then, comes me wanting to have an Apple Macbook of my own, sometime soon. I know that it seems so unrealistic, since I don't have the cash yet, but I soo love that laptop! I will get it one day. I just know it that I will. :)

Then comes the American Idol rush.. I am so into it! Tell me if you wanna talk about American Idol! I would love to talk about it! Haha! I vote for Danny and Adam Lambert! ;p

Then, comes teh Brunei Times Essay writing competition. I have the will to participate in that competition. I am not so a writer and I am not that good of a writer. I think I just have to give it a try. I need to find the right sources to write in my essay. I think I will definitely get a shot to win that competition! Haha! There are 50 consolation prizes to grab... At least... right?

So, yeah, now I got 1 more week to spare before going back to school. I hope I can improve my performance in school..

Gtg now, cheers!

xoxo
khairy

I need a new hairstyle...

So, I went on surfing for male Japanese haircuts and I found a lot of interesting hairstyles. I wanted my hair to be long and layered. Keith Urban's not bad...


This dude is not bad either. Just the perfect finish for the hair that I want. I have never had a long hair before and it would be serial to have one.

After random hairstyles, finally I found Jared Leto's hair the most suitable. I wish I can colour my hair just as his...

Interesting facts about Jared Leto:

I just found out that he is the lead vocalist for the band 30 Seconds To Mars. After googling the band I find that he is one heck of a singer. His vocals were amazing. Super-powerful. So I went you-tubing the band and found two cool song from them. I was never into rock bands until I came across this band. This band is awesome! I bet they are going to be BIG!!

30 Seconds To Mars - The Kill

What if I wanted to break
Laugh it all off in your face
What would you do?
What if I fell to the floor
Couldn't take all this anymore
What would you do, do, do?

Come break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you

What if I wanted to fight
Beg for the rest of my life
What would you do?
You say you wanted more
What are you waiting for?
I'm not running from you

Come break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you
Look in my eyes
You're killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you

I tried to be someone else
But nothing seemed to change
I know now, this is who I really am inside
Finally found myself
Fighting for a chance
I know now, this is who I really am...